my l0ve withh youu is ; f0rever !!~

BACK !!

2008-01-08T00:49:00.001+08:00

kinda back to blogging .. hahass .. I AM SIMPLY DAMN DARN BOREDD !! hahass .. so many things happens .. hais .. i am gonna change blog and its gonna be PRIVATE !! dun ask for the address too .. hahass .. I MISS SO MANY PPL !! shant elaborate larhhs .. hahass .. connie came ystd dens we went out the next day .. HEHEE !! sweet sweet ~ i went schh on monday .. I SAW PILO !! OMG !! hahass .. fcuking MISS her .. she looks fine worhhs .. i went to help daddy xuan chuan his MAD JACK !! hahass .. lazy to type .. BUHHBYES !!

^_^

2008-01-01T02:20:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE !! LOVES MY BABYY TOH TOH TOH ....

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2007-12-18T04:13:00.001+08:00

CANT SLEEP ! !

N LEVEL RESULTS !!

2007-12-18T01:34:00.000+08:00

OMG !! 18th is the N level results taking day. means it also applies to BABY !! hahass. hope he gets good results. heehee. he might be coming to the restaurant to eat !! with kir and a few other ppl. ^^ heehee. last nighht we went to siang's chalet. more accurate is xiang's sister derhhs daughter derhhs birthday chalet. OoOo !! so long winded. =x ahahass. baby and me went to cheers like 3plus in the morning to get things to eat ! after that wentto the beach to slack slack , enjoy the breeze and enjoy the scenery. xD sweet sweet !! JUST THE BOTH OF US !! hahass. after that morning went back to baby's house to sleep. xD slept like LOGS! hahass. after that dad asked me to go down to MADJACK cause wan me look after there. today he sent someone into police station. cause of money stealing. apparently nort ffirst time. so she kinda deserve it. nort that i'm bad but youu should accept the concequnces though. HAHASS! working 11am tml. GOSH !! cant sleep.. HELP HELP HELP !!!!

7th month of our love !!!

2007-12-16T03:23:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 7th MONTH ANNIVERSARY BABY TOH! ^^ i'm so happy i gort youu. recently so many things happened. thanks for the chance youu've given me. baby sent me to work today! HAHASS!! so happy lorhhs. we went to douby ghout today. first to bunk dens to PS. went bunk to take back blurzhuu. go PS is wanted to watch movie. but din in the end. xD hahass. nvmm larhhs. at least we didspend time together! shakir was with us. heehee. FUNNY SIA! i kena bully also. AHNEI LARHHS! his fault. ALWAYS. =x hahass. *kai wan xiao* baby and me gona spend the day together again later. HEEHEE!

I'M HAPPY TODAY !!

2007-12-15T04:07:00.000+08:00

BABY TOLDME I LOVE YOUU TODAY! heehee. ^^ happy happy !! heehee. i miss him already. maybe tml cannt meet him. hais. baby now at siang's house. siang and his gf broke off. they very long lerhhs youu know! heehee. anyways. baby , me , connie and kir wan go play lan. 24hours. HAHASS!! at dreamers there. katong there lorhhs. HAHASS! think also happy larhhs! can pei baby 24hours! heehee. I LOVE HIM ,, TOH WEI JUN ..

SO MANY !! SO MANY !!

2007-12-14T10:01:00.000+08:00

GOSH! so long never blog. so many things happened. wadd is it youu may ask. it's too long a story to sae. all i can sae is it's my fault. anyways. i met baby ystd. brought sushi to his house. gibb him eat. dens we go smoke smoke. heehee. slept at his house cause tired. dens met ahnei! hahass. dens go home. ohhya. a part with asking money back from alpha. GOSH! so long still haben return. baby sae i too easy believe people lerhhs. haiis yo. i habb so many problems!! hahass. baby later wan go PS! or rather i should sae PC bunk. ^^ hahass. maybe go get blurzhuu back! OHNO! dens his level higher dens me again. -_-" hahass. nvmm larhhs. hahass. i also habem play for so long lerhhs. MISS BABY SO DARN MUCH!

I MISS TOH JUN JUN!!~

2007-12-09T02:26:00.001+08:00

GOSH! worked the whole damn day. miss my baby boy so muchh.. din manage to meet him today. heart break into millions.. i only managed to msg him. that's all lorhhs. =( i wan his bao bao and qing qing. =x hahass. baby today had chest pain. hope he's okkies now. my damn bed isbeing taken up by my two stupid brothers! arghh.. where am i gonna sleep? i so have to find baby tml! if nort i will die! headline : DEAD BODY FOUND! reason caused - missing her hubby LOADS! hahass. think too muchh.. my chalet's coming! money still nort enough. hope money can jus drop from the sky. HAIIS! still the same sentence. I MISS MY HUBBY TOH WEIJUN LOADS! he'sstill sleeping now worhhs. i proclaim cause he never msg me he wakey lerhhs norts. hahass! i wan seehim NOW! =(

BABY! i miss youu so muchh! I LOVE YOU!!

MISS ME?

2007-12-06T23:51:00.000+08:00

hahass!! i went for wendy's chalet. hahass. baby, ahnei and hakim went. they made new friends. damie, mingwen and mianxue. alot of things happened. jinyong came down too. but to talk to connie. dens blah blah blah blah.. HAHASS! jus came home from baby's house. my parents are getting more and more IRRITATING! i'm fucking 17 and i cant have a bloody life. FUCK THEIR ASSHOLES. FUCK THEIR LIVES. goshh.. this cannt that cannt. KNN CCB! wish they were gone also cannt. if nort who gimme money use? hais. anyways. talk bout happier things. my birthday is coming. my chalet is coming! WOSH!! happy happy happy. heehee.. hope things will turn out well. I'M IN LOVE WITH TOH WEIJUN!

i'm in love!

2007-12-02T00:45:00.000+08:00

spent my day at baby's house. so fun. ^^ hahass.my maple level 30 lerhhs. my didi help me play derhhs. hahass!! i gort a new gan didi from audi.. hahass. i jus woke up. cant sleep. so came to blog lorhhs. baby's still slacking withh kim at 64.. i think.. hahass! i'm kinda missing him already.. heehee. life is getting more interesting worhhs. hahass. baby's making my day so extremely unresistably HAPPY and EXCITING! hahass. wadd youu think it was? hahass. 14days more to our 7th month anniversary. GOSH! hahass. cant wait worhhs. heehee.. waddshas he plan for me? i also dunno. hahass. was having a slight fever earlier but okkies lerhhs.

- LOVES -
baby sweetheart ;
TOH WEI JUN! x33

cherie[HARTS]weijun
laopo-aii-laogong
AIRPORK LOVE BLURZHU!

FOREVER!

2007-12-01T13:17:00.000+08:00

hahass. long long no post lerhhs. ^^ hahass. been at baby's house for almost.. EVERYDAY! heehee. going to find baby soon. heehee. i managed to book the chalet AT LAST! goshh. it took alot of procedures alrighhts. but nvmm larhhs. as long as everyone happy can lerhhs. heehee. ystd pei baby and kir slack slack talk rubbish. few days back went to krystal's chalet talk cock. hahass. days of our lifes passes so quickly. it's already december. 25more days ishh my birthday lerhhs! xD hahass. chalet's on the 27th to the 29th. so quickly year 2007 has finished and we're going into year 2008. my life with baby is getting more pleaseant and smooth. if youu ask isit forever.. i will sae no cus i dun live forever but i willsae i'll be by his side till death tear us apart. thanks to baby i have forgotten the sad past and looked forward into my life. let bygones be bygones. baby's my life and future. i will never forsake him and leave him alone here.

- thank youu baby for giving me almost everything. i am really glad that i met youu. and i seriously from the bottom of my heart want to sae i love honey. days of my life became better and brighter. youu helped me forgot my hurtful past and moved on with my life. youu made miracle and i must really take my hat off. i love youu honey for everything youu've done for me. although sometimes i do really irritating things to make youu feel uncomfortable but youu still gave wayand showed me your utmost love to me. besides saying thank youu i really have nothing much to sae to show youu my utmost gratitude. hope we'll spend a memorable 7th month and also christmas. I LOVE YOUU WEI JUN LAOGONG! let my spend my life with youu. promise youu wont leave me alrighhts?-

home sweet home !!

2007-11-25T22:49:00.000+08:00

hmmms. i jus gort home. hahass! so interresting. just now at baby's house i using the on screen keyboard cus baby derhhs keyboard spoil. HAHASS! hope i can buy one for him. but ialso think before i buy he already buy lerhhs. hahass!! [baby! I MISS YOUU!] hahass. so tireddworhhs today. tml i still habb a SUPER LONG DAY! hahass. gort farewell party and krystal's chalet. OMG! ahaas! happy shalala ~ hahass.

BOREDD!

2007-11-21T14:23:00.000+08:00

myGOD! staring at 2 stupid useless computer. i'm using one and the other one is for office work. -_-" hahass. baby finally leveled in maple. lvl 39 lerhhs. hahass. i'm having a hard time leveling. hahass. now hearing dongli 88.3. radio lorhhs. stephanie sun singing the ASEAN song. nort bad lorhhs. HAHASS! i think i am getting too boredd lerhhs. hahass. later going find baby. ^^ aint i sweet huhh? [baby i am missing youu. can youu feel it? *kisses&huggs*] ystd i went home at 11pm cause i wan pei baby. heehee. i am really lucky to have him. DUNCH SNATCH HIM FROM ME! hahass. my birthday is coming! buy me presents! i wan loadds of presents! hahass. go do work lerhhs. [LOVEYOUU WEIJUN LAOGONG!]

AT LAST!

2007-11-21T02:23:00.000+08:00

finally i gort to meet my darling laogong. he now should be at 64 with kim and ryan barhhs. hahass. silly baby today so tiredd. can tell lorhhs. hahass. tml going work again. GOSH! my daddy kena car accident. JIALAT! car 1/4 gone. -_-" the stupid mini van driver speed dens buang! KNN! cock eye lorhhs the driver. must must seeing naked photo dens high. cannt tell which is accelerator which is brake. HAHASS! opps =x hahass. i'm MISSING BABY already. hahass. he haven taggie me. =( sobsobxz. going to sleep now. KISSES!

sweet loving romantic NIGHT!

2007-11-18T18:10:00.000+08:00

hahass. grad night just passed. i musts say the school did a good job! hahass. after grad nighht. i went to find baby. to celebrate our 6months anniversary. it wasnt a grand celebration but with his presence. everything was great. i went home only at 2plus in the morning. definitely his dad fetchhed me home. ^^ hahass. just yesterday i spent 24hours with baby again! second time i ton withh him. this timeat his neighbourhood. hahass! his life at night is so interesting. heehee.. talk cock eat supper. wow! 3plus in the morning dens sleep. heehee. baby and i tried something new. but... *shhh* it's a secret youu cant know. hahass. but it's quite fun though. heehee. if everyday liddat. i dun mind worhhs. gort baby's company. *dreaming..* hahass. he must be sleeping now worhhs. hahass. [sweet dreams baby dear. thanks for everything last night. hope there's more to come. I LOVE YOUU!]

tiredd tiredd.

2007-11-15T13:44:00.001+08:00

GOSH! i woke up so late today. sick and tired.. didnt go work today worhhs. too lazy plus no mood. SIANS! hahass. gonna go find baby soon. heehee. he must be still sleeping. he 6plus7 dens slept. PIGGY LAOGONG! hahass. miss him like FCUK!

HAPPY DAY.

2007-11-15T01:03:00.000+08:00

ooo.. went to far east withh baby today. hahass! so happy. although it's nort jus the two of us. but it's still a great day. wen went to meet sally and anna. dens met mich after that. after they went home. me and baby continued walking around orchard. hahass! went to cine to eat our dinner at YOSHI! hahass. the last time we went out was also having YOSHI! hahass. dens we went for a puff. went back to shop shop see see. hahass! the toys at 'MORE THEN WORDS' are so cute lorhhs! hahass. wesaw baby's favourite toy STITCH! hahass. baby loves that toy loads. i wana get that for him. maybe for our one year anni? hahass. i know we'll last till that long. hahass. OHYA! OHYA! i highlighted my hair. ooo.. nice nice. i like it. i actually promised baby to do it with him but connie they all wanted to do it. so peii them lorhhs. [SORRY BABY!!] today baby also happy worhhs. dad promised him to get his line back cause his pre-paid'smoney drained so fast this week. so no choice.. dad gotta get him back his line. ^^ [baby happy horhhs?] heehee.. he now should be with hakim, shakir and ryan barhhs. hahass. mum wans me to go tampines with her tml. hmmms. but i wana meet baby too! we'll play by ear. hahass. [BABY! I AM MISSING YOUU ALREADY!] i wan his hugs and kisses. krystal's chalet i'm gonna take some of that 5days4nights to accompany baby! hahass. sleep with him. go out with him. slack with him. LIFE'S GONNA BE SO BLISSFULL! hahass. let's talk bout ystd.. we went to sentosa! nort alone but cause his friend's birthday. went there to celebrate. hahass! first time at sentosa... WITH BABY! hahass. if everyday i can go out with him.. but i wont wana do that. waste money also at the same time. hahass! i wan baby baby baby baby! hahass.

mrBABYtoh :
thanks for your company yesterday and today. ^^ i feel so blessed having youu around. heehee. life's so wonderful having youu. i'll never wan to lose youu. thanks for EVERTHING youu've given to me. i totally appreciate it. ILOVEYOUU! and that's the truth. sorry if i did anything wrong. wadd i promise youu i give my very best to do it. i wont let youu feel restricted in the things youu do. icant imagine days without youu. no one to kiss me. hug me. or even love me. baby.. youu're the one i wan to be with. dun go back to malaysia. i promise i wont go back to new zealand either. wont leave youu alone. wont abandon youu. i will always be by your side to love and care for youu. i jus simply love youu. it's nort a want to have youu. but a need to have youu. i'll always treasure the times we spent together. physically or mentally. i'll always be your girl. your beloved. your baby. your future. dun leave me cause i wont leave youu. no matter wadds. this is my promise to youu.
mrsBABYtoh

I LOVE YOUU BABY!

2007-11-12T03:33:00.001+08:00

baby baby baby! hahass. spent my sunday with BABY! hahass. i think baby also very long no view me derhhs blog lerhhs. hahass. dunno he gort view anot also. hahass! miss him so muchhies. he busy with his friends. haiis. no baby with me. i feel so weird. I WAN STAY WITH HIM! ahahhahas. baby's on the way home. he just msged me. heehee. connie's at my hse. she seems sad.. hahass. she's frustrated over the chicken she's cooking. walk in walk out. so busy lorhhs. hahahhahas. *misses baby*

o.O

2007-11-10T15:22:00.000+08:00

so long no blog lerhhs. hahass. so many things happened. connie and jinyong. me and baby. haiis. connie that one is secret so cant blog bout it. but one advice to all. dun wait till youu lose it dens regret. it's too late. me and baby is cause we quarrel. cause of the stupid things i do. =( [sorry baby. i still love youu as much. i know i hurt youu badly. i', really sorry. LAOPO AI LAOGONG!] me and baby started playing maple again. i am pinkberryx and baby is bIueberryx. ^^ hahass. sweet horhhs. but i still so noob. baby chiong so fast me so slow. kim and kir also higher dens me. =( hahass. after connie finish talking on phone i go find baby lerhhs. BABY! I AM COMING!

haiis.

2007-11-02T00:04:00.000+08:00

accounts is screwed! i doubt i'll pass my o's okkies. stupid! my eye isso bloddy pain. blink also pain. dun blink also pain. good thing is o's are finishing SOON! but i really hope it went well. it's science tml. gosh! scary okkies. wishh me luck! baby's nort intending to continue working for my dad. hahass! also good larhhs. dad picks on him too.. hmmm. lat nature take it's course. [IMISSYOUU BABY! mwarkks. LOVEYOUU TOOO!!!!]

long day..

2007-10-31T23:10:00.000+08:00

finishhed paper at 12pm today. went to lunch with yan and krys. before that they went to print accounts paper. after lunch.. i went to fetch baby from workk! heehee.. ^^ after that go tuition! 3hours plus worhhs. cause tml is accounts paper. hahass! hope can do well. after tuition went to chup lao find baby. baby made me wait for 45mins. but it's alrighhts. hahass. baby play back maple. together with shakir tOo.. hahass. tml accounts. day after is science. mon is social studies. tues is wadd i also cannt remember. dens FINISH!! omg... must jiayouus lerhhs. must chiong science lerhhs. must pass also. hahass. just came home. so hot. gonna bath soon dens call baby. tml he work 5pm. bring him go work dens go home study study study. hahass. wishh me luckk for tml!

BACK!

2007-10-30T23:17:00.000+08:00

it's been days since i blogged. O'S ARE LIKE NOW!! nort bad so far.. hahass. just came back from tuition. baby and his friends waited for me. i feel loved by babydear! heehees ^^ [thanks babydear. youu're being loved too!] connie and evan came to my house to stay on sunday. we couldn't sleep! first was cause evan was on the phone. second is cause the nest day was our first olevel paper! OMG! faster over dens can faster ton ton ton withh babydear.. hahass!! baby baby baby! i love youuuuuuuu!!!

happy nighht.

2007-10-28T10:03:00.000+08:00

WOW! ystd is my nuer's birthday. hahass. baby accompanied me. dens ryan came after that to help clear food. hahass! poorthing man. baby helped too. dens came another poorthing soul which is siang. hahass!! he came and eat too. we played cardsand EAT EAT EAT! hahass. poor us. nvmm larhhs. worse thing is my sandals gave way! gosh.. so wen siang on the way we asked him buy for us first. baby returned him later. ^^ hahass. dens it became too late my dad go nag baby.. =( [sorry laogong] but i really take my hat off baby. he tolerated so long just for our relationship. HE'S JUST THE BEST! [i just simply love youu to bits honey. MWARKKS! i promisewe'll last till forever]

irritating morning..

2007-10-25T10:03:00.000+08:00

early morning tuition teacher cannt come. my aunt still ask me go her house at 2.30pm! siao larhhs. i suppose to pick baby can? so i direct reject sae i only morning free. she LL nort happy. stupid woman.. baby go pongpong.. ^^ hahass. i going pongpong soon too. dens go pasir ris tuition. before 1pm i MUST leave. hahass. to fetchy baby from workk.

tired! screwed!

2007-10-24T08:49:00.000+08:00

i just woke up. baby's working today. he totally pissed with the shifts he's doing. GOSH! i have tuition like at 3pm! i cant go fetch him.. =( nvmm. tml i'll fetch him. and i'll make his day brighter dens ever! hahass. ^^ another 10mins he's gotta wakey. hahass! i miss him like SO MUCH! yesterday went to marina aquare with my clique. dens we went to suntec. hahass! slack slack smoke smoke. SHIOK! it's been too long since wewent out together larhhs can? hahass. connie cannt wear heels so evan change with her. dens evan change with ahyan. hahass! cute larhhs. luckyi no change cause my shoe size is 9! their's are like 7.. hahasss! lucky me me me. heehee. after that i went to find my sweetheart TOH WEIJUN! hahass. he bought dinner for me. sweet rights. *dun get jealous* [THANKS BABY!] later i going to cheryl's house for her sister's wedding buffet. hahass. anna and sally is going too! hahass. will enjoy myself.

morning morning!!

2007-10-23T10:02:00.001+08:00

wahhs. head super pain. i pain but nort as pain as my baby. yesterdaay he got drenched in the rain. today sick sick derhhs. [laogong must take care okkies?] hahass. later going out with evan, connie and ahyan. hahass!! so long no go out with them lerhhs. hahass!!

new skin. new look.

2007-10-22T11:23:00.000+08:00

is it nice? hahass. i edited it from someone else's template. PS arhhs. hahass. but okkies larhhs horhhs?

FINALLY!

2007-10-22T08:58:00.000+08:00

finally my computer can get into blogger. finally i can blog.. hahass!! anyone here misses me? ^^ i'm gonna change skin soon. heehee. baby started work yesterday. brought him to work and fetched him from work as well. hahass!! i'm hungry lehhs. haven eat yet. nvm larhhs. last night i watched tv until duno wadd time worhhs. wanted to pei baby go work but cant wakey. [sorry arhhs baby!] GOSH! next wekk is o's already larhhs can? i doubt i can pass anyways. but i'll still study lorhhs. for my own sake and my future. hahass. baby wans to go ITE! hope his n's get good result. jiayouus laogong..

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY BABY!

2007-10-16T08:17:00.000+08:00

babydear.. happy anniversary to youu. ^^ thanks for yesterday worhhs. we went to watch resident evil yesterday. actually nort very scary larhhs. so yupps. dens we went to eat yoshinoya. baby bought his PSP cover. we spent $130 lehhs! OMG larhhs. hahass. scary lehhs. we spent so much worhhs. hahass. baby today dowan go work today lerhhs. he say wan spend more time with me. dens after my o's we go work. hahass. can earn money go out. go overseas. hmmm.. NICE! hahass. sweet sweet.. hahass. i miss baby so muchh! i dunno whhy.. ^^

tO: mrBABYtoh

thanks for everything youu've given to me. ^^ yesterday.. i really spent a very happy 24hours withh youu. today youu dowan go work also for me. feel so bad. after my o's wetry find same job okkies? hahass. MWARKKS! love youu lots lots.

frOm: mrsBABYtoh

thanks baby!

2007-10-15T08:52:00.000+08:00

whatever youu said last night. i'll always remember. hahass. tml's our big day baby. but youu have to work. hahass. nvmm larhhs. we celebrate it today. ^^ so many things happened the past few days. feel so uncomfortable without a computer. cannt blog at all!! hahass. saddd saddd. o's are so approaching soon. i must really study lerhhs. wish me luckk everyone.

happy birthday JOEL!

2007-10-12T20:32:00.000+08:00

it's my brother's birthday today. ^^ hahass. HAPPY BIRTHDAY DIDI! hahass. baby's at my house today. hahass. in my room with my brother's friends. hahass. they really click man. hahass. [thanks baby for accompany-ing me the whole of yesterday. ^^] he's just the sweetest.

skipped schh.

2007-10-10T16:30:00.000+08:00

i skipped schh again today! damn boredd larhhs. hahass. went to baby's house to sleep and play his PSP! hahass. he now playing with it. i've played with it for the WHOLE MORNING. hahass. he downloaded his most wanted to play derhhs game but in the end cannt play. hahass. baby cooked lunch for me today. gort pizza and nuggets. hahass. [THANKS BABY! they're SUPERB!] hahass.

in schh !!

2007-10-09T11:44:00.000+08:00

i am suppose to do my english composition. but too lazy larhhs. hahass. yongyong sure scold derhhs. hahass. BORED!! baby no msg me today. duno is phone no money or wadds. *sobsobs* wonder how's his exam. wonder if he's even online!!? haiis. my days are so boredd. i want him him him. how i wish we taed together. WAH! everyday can see him. but i also doubt he wans larhhs. worse still he finds me MAD! hahass. nvmm. crazy me. crazy desiree. crazy krystal. I JUST WANT MY BABY! i jus love the feeling when my boy comes to my school and fetch me. it gives me a kinda i'm being loved even more feeling. ^^ heeheess. nvmm larhhs. i'm fine i really am. my phone no money. cannot msg much also. anyways NOBODY msgs me can? hahass. even better can save the money and msg my BOY! hahass. is it the same for him? my heart's pumping fast and i duno why. isit cause i miss him too much? does he miss me that much too? [baby baby baby. how i wish youu're here beside me. i long for your arms to gove me comfort. your lips for the kiss. i love youu.]

kisses HONEYPIE !!

2007-10-08T18:12:00.000+08:00

baby's dota-ing now. i blogging. connie and phoebe audi-ing. awhile more must go lerhhs. cause gort tuition. -_-" SIANS! hahass. nvmm larhhs. hmmms. we at cross playing and i'm FCUKING COLDD!! brrr.. hahass. i too long no blog lerhhs cause computer spoilt by JOELNEO! arghh. sickening ass man he. baby is soooo sweet can. LOVE HIM TO BITS! heehee. our 5th month coming lerhhs. ^^ [thanks baby for EVERYTHING! i just simply love youu. i saw how deep your love is for me. thanks a million. we are SUPER wilful at times. occasionally we quarrel but our love is still DEEP! dun runaway please. cause youu're my everything. my love my life my boy. *KISSES HUN*]

STUPID NIGHT!

2007-09-29T12:32:00.000+08:00

bloody mother took my computer away. now at baby's house use computer. update blog. see friendster. haiis. play audi? hahass. dunoo. while he's sleeping like a snoring pig. hahass. [HORHHS BABY?] heehee. he's just so cute when he's sleeping. like i adopted a small cute piggy. heehee. last night talk to laopo until tired dens hang up go orhhorhhs. baby 4am dens reach home. that answers why he so tiredd. SNORING. zzzzz!~ heehees!!

SELF DECLARE OFF DAY!

2007-09-28T13:56:00.000+08:00

hahass. i din go school again youu know. hahass. krystal came my house. how amazing can the both of usbe. we watch tv until SLEEP! wahhs. power horhhs. more power dens power ranger. GOSH! the world is... SMALL! kaijun know baby worhhs. my ex know my current. hmmm. how weird can this world be. hahass. even krystal also say funny. HAHAHASS! connie's mind has been really whirly. haiis. she wans to be a good girlfriend towards jinyong but he just seems difficult to please. seeing her liddat really hurts somehow. haiis. me as her friend oni can help until liddat. the things she do are REALLY SMALL. but at least he should know wadds. he always talks bout his pride. it's so sick and irritating for a GUY to sae that! stupid larhhs. i dowan see her get hurt anymore. but this world is liddat. haiis. HUMANS ARE WEIRD ANIMALS! don't youu agree? hahass. going out lerhhs. buy hunki dens off to ALJUNIED! baby's house. hahass. kidnap krystal go sell!! HAHASS!

cold day

2007-09-27T17:57:00.000+08:00

GOSH! rain was so damn big today. cold like fcuk. sneeze like siao! hahass. like crazy idiot liddat. hahass. wah. today's physics lesson was a 5.1 and 5.2 merge. hahass. CUTE OKKIES! but was noisy. that's wadd we are anyways. hahass! overall day was boring. laopo go interview dens cannt meet baby. haiis. nvmm larhhs. he's enjoying it too. sleepingg. zzzz...

cute day today!!~

2007-09-26T23:24:00.000+08:00

baby was suppose to fetch me from school. but he was TOO tiredd so i went to find him instead. HAHASS! cute horhhs. hmmms. baby today sleep like zhuzhuu. hahass. SCHOOL WAS BORING OKKIES! hahass. but i still have to go. -_-" stupidd. HATE SCHOOL!!

ZHAO!

2007-09-25T11:51:00.000+08:00

morning!!~ it's 11.55am in the morning. i din go school today. too tiredd okkies. hahass. i miss my baby so so so darn muchh. hahass. he's sleeping now i guess. he horhhs 4plus in the morning dens sleep. i'm no where better also larhhs. mich is troubled so is connie. wadd season is this? o.O hahass. xm sae tonight jinqi gort bbq. SHE MUST BE SO WANTING TO GO!
horhhs xm? hahass. see her pigpig. ^^ hahass. i gonna go find baby later. huggs and kisses hun.

miracle !!

2007-09-25T00:16:00.000+08:00

i woke up so early today okkies? cause i gort school to go. MIRACLE!! 1 more week is baby's n level lerhhs. [jiayouus worhhs honey!] hahass. i have faith in youu derhhs. ^^ i gort ALL my results back. failedlike fuck! hahass. passed english only okkies. hahass. nvmm. o's i will do my best derhhs. hmmms. finishhed school at 5pm today okkies. baby came to fetch me. hahass. [thanks babydear! i really appreciate it] connie and herboyfriend quarrelled AGAIN!?! she cried like no one's business again. seriously larhhs. if this continues, just let go of it larhhs. we your friends dun wana see youu this way! baby accompaniedd me for dinner dens to tuition. waited for me and sent me to the bus-stop. hahass! [youu're simply the sweetest honey!] hahass. [youu're the BEST among all the guys i've known.] heehee. *kisses & huggs* i love youu baby! TILL DEATH BRING US APART! heehee.

stupid fcuker!!

2007-09-23T22:26:00.000+08:00

early in the morning 2plus chiong cabb go simpang settle connie's problem with her boy. i seriously wonder is he worth all these? she begged him and even knelt on the ground. wadd an ass. we know he's nice but cause he nort happy he neglected connie's feelings. i went to baby's house to sleep today. hahass!! too tiredd worhhs. hahass. gonna sleep soon after i call michhy. plus baby's at siang's. hahass.. i also met one more of his friend call jerry. hahass. BIG PAIKIA! mwarkks mwarkks. LOVEYOUU BABY!

CUTE DAY!

2007-09-22T15:50:00.000+08:00

couldn't blog ystd. my stupid mother took the computer dens if i take from their room my dumb dad would KP! hahass. that crazy lion say coming my house. in the end never come. me and connie keep calling people to disturb them go toilet and everthing. after that we slept. woke up at one plus dens now going baby's house find him soon. ystd me and baby went out. suppose to watch movie but no timing we can catch. so forget it. we went all the way to plaza singapura okkies?!! after that we went bugis. wanted to take prints but TEAR DOWN! wow man. super pissed can? nvmm. but we ate ice cream. nice nice. ^^ hahass. after that we went to tampines to take prints. i only have to say it was TERRIFIC! hahass. we look sweet alrighhts. hahass. out first print together. hahass. gotta go! MWARKKS! love him my one and only.

BAD BAD DAY!

2007-09-21T00:34:00.000+08:00

today'sthursday. yesterday was wednesday. din go school yesterday. i know today also dowan go lerhhs. SO SIANS! haiis. din go for tuition today either. that teacher called my daddens in the end me and my dad had a BIG QUARREL! i was at baby's. lucky i was there if nort i also dunno wadd to do lorhhs. he was there to comfort me and everthing. only dad thinks he's bad. who cares. anywayss. merlion went DRUNK! hahass. he was damn funny. lucky wanted to stufftwo ciggs into his nostrils larhhs! hahass. but we din know if he was really drunk or just acted out. hmmms. from his eyes i could tell he had alot of problems. hope he opens up to baby. so baby could help him? hahass. honey's at his friend's place. i dunno do wadds but yupp he's there. i've decided to keep my restrictions down so i wont be those youu only can stick to me girlfriend. hahass! i wan him to feel comfortable. by the way my dad wanted to break us up. I HATE IT okkies. waddeva he did was righht. WADD RUBBISH! adults are adults forever nort knowing wadd their children feels. and they ALWAYS proclaim they do. HYPOCRITICAL ASSHOLES!

bad day!

2007-09-19T00:30:00.000+08:00

had a damn big quarrel with my brother today. i aint going schh tml! hahass. WASTE MY TIME LARHHS! hahass. baby coming find me in the morning. take first train somemore. ^^ sso sweet horhhs. heheee. just played audi. PISSED with the damn NPC. so no play lerhhs. hahass. baby tapped me to sleep just now. had a bad bad dream dens i woke up. hahass. he now sleeping. heehee. like a lil piggy. hahss. NIGHT!

smoke smoke !!~

2007-09-17T22:52:00.000+08:00

hahass. just came back from tuition. hahass. tiredd tiredd. but dowan sleep. must study awhile lorhhs. haiis. tml gort 3papers lehhs!! accounts paper1 , chinese paper2 and science physics/biology MCQ! arghh. i saw how siang look like larhhs! dun sae i bad worhhs. he look like MONKEY lehhs! hahass. *opps* heehee.. he also damn TALL larhhs. damn hell. i feel so bloody short can? haiis. nvmm larhhs. i am short. I ADMIT IT! hahass. baby gort him to accompany him while waiting for me. heeheee. but he din send me home today. *sobbs* nvmm larhhs. he have to accompany his friend. heehee. hmmmmss. I MISS BABY!

boredd

2007-09-17T14:44:00.000+08:00

had my chinese prelim today. gosh man. i did such an irritating thing. i forgot to bring dictionary. hahass. daphne lend me her electronic one. hahass. lucky me. heehee. i'm simply rotting at home. i duno where's baby. maybe he's sleepying and din go schh. as predicted though. hahass. just had lunch and i'm darn tiredd. hmmmss.. i made up my mind. i'm going to find baby. hahass. dens go tuition straight. ^^ i'm nice. after yesterday. i had a sense of guilt in me. cried while talking to mich last night. but i'm all better now. hahass!! we're alrighhts already. but i feel bad still. am i stressing him too much? maybe i am youu know. things we dislike we always do it on others. and wen the outcome isnt wadd youu expect youu'll regret. goshh. but i still love my life now because i habb him. i'm glad i habb him. he's my precious lil treasure. i wont let go no matter wadds.

HATE MYSELF!

2007-09-17T02:50:00.001+08:00

it's 2plus onto 3am inthe morning. and he's nort home. dun i have the right to be worriedd. definitely i get pissed righht? it's so late already larhhs. he's friend is so nice thathe wont ask him go back. come on. hr has school tml larhhs. i think i'm too restrictive just like my dad. will someone just take a knife or chopper to kill me? i jus feel wadever i do is so wrong. wadever i do just leads to a quarrelwith simply anyone. I HATE MYSELF! haiis. he always saes i bring happiness to him and he bring sadness to me. well i just think it's the other way round. i'm such a bitch. i just dun understand. i just control too much. and i know he dislikes it. maybe my dad feels this way too. i really dunno. someone.. will someone just slap me hard on my face or just wake me up? i dun wanna be like that. *crying* i just wan to stab myself to death. i am nort worthy of your love. whhy dont youu just hate me insteadd. i mean everyone. i just have too much problems. too much. i really dunno how to list it. it's nort that i dun wana let him out late but he has schh tml and his n's are njust round the corner larhhs. i never loved someone so much before but i know. if i continue this way, he'll ditch me for sure. he wont like it and i doubt his ex ever does this to him. only i. i this stupid idiot will spoil a nice going relationship. if i din met him life would be just the same for him. no one to control him and he wun get angry. hah! no words can describe wadd an ass i am. i love him too much i really dunno how to control my emotional feelings. i cant get angry with him cause he wouldnt care nor bother. or its either he'll get angry as well. he's a nice guy i know. but iaint a nice person. he just have to get thru his emotions and he's all okkies. but for me? a long way indeed. my character, my attitude, my everything just doesnt please anyone. eversince we gort together he's always with me. spending time with me. but i always nort giving him his time and space and yet he din complain.

GOD OH GOD! IF YOUU COULD JUST LISTEN TO ME. I'M REALLY CONFUSEDD WHHY MY LIFE IS THIS WAY. YOUU GAVE ME SUCH A GOOD GUY YET I DO THINGS TO HURT HIM. CHANGE ME CHANGE ME. I DUNO WANA BE THIS WAY. I DUN WANA HIM TO HATE ME. I WAN TO GIVE HIM HIS TIME AND SPACE. BUT I JUST CANT. I DUN WANA KEEP IT IN ME AND CRY EVERY SINGLE NIGHT. I DUN WANA BURDEN HIM. I DUN WAN. I WOULD DO ANYTHING I MEAN ANYTHING. TAKE ME AWAY IF YOUU NID TO. AS LONG AS HE'S HAPPY I'M WILLING TO SACRIFICE MY LIFE IN EXCHANGE FOR HIS LIFETIME HAPPINESS. I'M WILLING TO. TAKE 10YEARS OF MY LIFE AWAY. AND GIVE HIM ANOTHER 10YEARS TO LIVE. I JUST WANT TO LIVE AND SEE HIM HAPPY. GIVE HIM THE STRENGTH TO LIVE HIS LIFE HAPPILY. GIVE HIM THE WILL TO FACE THE OBSTACLES IN HIS LIFE. GIVE HIM WADEVER HE NIDS TO FACE AND CONQUER THE THINGS IN LIFE. I WILL DO ANYTHING AS LONG AS YOUU CAN GRANT THIS TO ME.

i love him too muchh. i dun wana see him get hurt by me. time and time again. it hurts in my heart it really does. i aint worthy for anyone. i just bring pain and sufferings. i hate myself.

[ i'm sorry baby if i've hurt and made youu angry tonight. i really duno wadds wrong with me. i've been such a jerk towards youu. i dun wana lose youu yet i kip doing all these to hurt youu. i'm just a terrible human being. i hate how my dad treats me yet i'm doing the same. i'm sorry for mort giving youu your time and space. just that the feeling of losing youu is really scary. i dunno wadds wrong with me. like wadd i said. i am super abnormal. hate me if youu must. just tell me. i will understand. i'm really sorry. i know sorry means nothing to youu. tell me how den i can do things to make youu happy. tell me and i'll try my very best to do it. i promise. ]

IRRITATING!

2007-09-17T01:37:00.000+08:00

goshh. went to ahma house today. it's our anniversary yet i din accompany him. [ sorry baby! ] my stupid dad dragged my time. how irritating larhhs can? arghhss. he just sets too many bloody restrictive rules. yarhhs. i know i'm a girl but i'm also human youu know! i just hate it wen he starts trying to be all so nice but he doesnt realise it's damn darn irritating. haiis. i know all the things he does is for good intensions but sometimes it's too... arghh.. baby knows. heehee. every step my dad takes to get to know me i will hate him step by step. it's too IRRITATING! too controlling. haiis. i just dislike it. [ baby thankks for being there for me. thru good and bad times. i just love youu so much. MWARRKKKS!!! ]

happy 4th month baby!

2007-09-16T11:58:00.000+08:00

happy anniversary baby! ^^ baby accompanied me last night! hahass. till 3plus at godma's house. hahass. sweet sweet horhhs. heehee. [ thanks baby ] i just simply love youu honey. mwarkks!! gonna go find youu later.

miracle!

2007-09-15T12:24:00.001+08:00

wow! i just woke up. around 12plus in the afternoon. hahass. i must be damn shack! hahass. tired like fuck. heehee. gonna go find baby later. heehee. i go play neopetsawhile also larhhs. hahass.

complicated day it was.

2007-09-15T02:41:00.000+08:00

baby promisedd to fetch me from school. but he overslept. he din feel well. but he was better after some time. hahass!! went to joo chiat complex with baby ,, my godma and my aunt. hahass. dens stayed at gosma house. with baby by my side. heehee. ^^ so sweet horhhs. but our day was TERRIBLE! hahass. no hunki to smoke. aiiyooo. baby went home after that. around 11pm liddat. we kindda quarrelled but we're fine now. hehee.. miss himm. tml gonna see him. heheee. DUN EVER WANA LEAVE ME BABY!

wheeheee !!~

2007-09-13T14:24:00.000+08:00

i reachh his house lerhhs. open his house door myself. hahass! like my own house liddat. cool huh. hahass. he now cooking food. FOR HIMSELF! and me. hahass! SWEEEET BABY!

HELL !!

2007-09-13T12:09:00.000+08:00

stupidd maths paper today! couldn't finish it on time. but i tried each of every question. hahass! retarded horhhs? hahass. my godma's moving house this sat. hahass. gort house warming to go.. bringing baby along. heehee. met yingying ystd at eastpoint. hahass. she working at the leather ark. ULU PLACE! heehee. ^^ we chatted for like more den an hour larhhs. baby also sae we talk alot. heehee. it's been really a long time since we met. heehee. she slim down ALOT! hahass. skin also nicer lerhhs. baby yesterday headache until very pain so hewent back first. but he today okkies lerhhs. talking to him now. hahass. he finding for neopets cheatcode. hahass!! cute horhhs my honey.. he wanna buy that baby paintbrushh. heehee.. he's interesting and cool. [baby i loveeeee youu to bits! mwarkkkkkkss.]

MORNING!!

2007-09-12T08:12:00.000+08:00

morning everyone. hahass! no schh for me today. GOSH! boredd to death can? nvmm larhhs. honey coming to find me later. heehee. sweet horrhss. he pon schh. hahass! i'm so tiredd. but i just cant sleep. i also dunno whhy. ustd baby 1plus dens reach home. he go eat with mum and dad. hahass.. ^^ i miss him badly. hahass.

day after day ..

2007-09-11T13:06:00.001+08:00

haiis. today biology paper and accounts paper2. accounts maybe gort hope. bio lehhs.. sure die lerhhs larhhs. almost dunno EVERYTHING! haiis. but baby also say.. youu tried your best. hahass. he just cheers me up with EVERTHING! hahass. he now arhhs. confirm sleeping. later go find him. heehee. I MISS HIM lOADDSSS!!! hahass. goshh. whhy cant we just live together lehhs? more fang bian. but i like invading his privacy lehhs. hahasss. nvmm larhhs. tml gort no paper. so no school. YEAH! hmmms. go his school pick him tml? idea!! hahass. ask him later see he mind norts. heehee. he's my life! i swear. no him no me! ^^

HONEY THIS IS FOR YOUU ;

my life has brighten up eversince we gort together. i never regretted being youu. nort even one second. youu never fail to cheer me up when i'm sad. your smile, your kiss and your hugs warm my day and thru the night. i'll never fail to say these to youu. and that's I LOVE YOUU BABYBOY! it's true from deep down my heart. *dun angry with the school lerhhs.

OMG!

2007-09-10T14:06:00.000+08:00

gosh gosh gosh gosh gosh!! today the start of preliem part 2! hahass.. maths paper1 and lit elective today. maths i think can pass. LIT SURE FAIL! one page for each question. wadd youu think? hahass! i'm gonna baby house later dens for tuition. heehee. he's sick today. haiis. [baby must takke care okkies? ] heehee. ^^ i miss him badly. i so wan my o's to get over quick. dens i can spend more tym with my baby sweetheart. hahass. i'm so in need of money now. but no money. would anyone be so nice to top my card? my phone no money. cannt call. cannt msg. HOW BORING! i wanna msg baby. but no money. -_-" hahass! 2.30pm me go out lerhhs.. 10 more mins. heehee. off to AUDITION! heehee. ^^

i still love youu.

2007-09-09T11:33:00.000+08:00

gosh! had a big big arguement with honey last night. [ baby pls dun hurt urself anymore ] seeing youu this way really hurts me alot baby. last night your words were totally sacarstic. my heart hurts badly. i'd do anything for youu. i mean it. baby.. i'm here for youu no matter wadds. i dowan youu to do things to hurt urself. to torture urself. i really care for youu. and i know youu know this. baby i wont leave youu alone in your dark ally. i'll hold your hands and walk it together with youu. if your days are meant to be plain water and white bread. i'll eat the same and drink the same with youu. i would give up the wealth i have just to be with youu. i have never chosen the wrong person to be with. cause deep down i believe. youu're the nicest honey i've ever met. ILOVEYOUU! from deep down my heart.

PICTURES!

2007-09-08T17:26:00.000+08:00

HONEY AND ME!
LOVELY!!~

wonderful night ..

2007-09-08T09:29:00.001+08:00

gosh! i spent my whole night with baby!! hahass. sweet and romantic. biut it was so damn cold alrights. hahass. went to find baby from ahma's house. slept for awhile. dens merlion came over to baby's house dens meet lucky. hahass! dens i went for tuition.. the three of them sent me there, waited for me and dens went back to chup lao. heehee.. merlion wan go fishing so me and baby pei him go east coast fishh. it was so damn bloody cold larhhs. baby so sweet.. take off his shirt give me cover leg. [ thanks baby! ] the damn funny thing was merlion. see him first timer fishh. hahass. i slept on baby's lap dens baby knee pain after that. [ sorry honey ] after one whole night till the next morning.. merlion no catch any fish. wen can catch. fish no wan get hooked. hahahass!! damn funny.. after that went back to baby's house and orhorhh.. SHUANG MAN! dens came homee. hahass!

tiredd *

2007-08-30T23:52:00.000+08:00

today science practical. nort bad barhhs. quite easy leis i find. hahass!! retard right. heehee. but heard that carol cannt sit for practical. sad horhhs? cause she late. after practical i go home. bath eat densgo find baby lerhhs. bring lunch gibb him eat. he sae nort bad worhhs. hahass!! stupid alpha say i no blog!! NAHS! i habb okkies. tml nort going school. YEAHS! going find baby. heehee. but dunno do wadds leis. no money go out. hmmmss.... see larhhs. hahass!!

love in the air !!

2007-08-28T14:40:00.000+08:00

wahahahahahahass!! me at my baby's house.ystd kena bluff. sae gort eclipse. but no hab. stupidd. make me find the moon for nothing. nvm larhhs. at least gort baby pei me. ^^ he horhhs.... nothing to sae lorhhs. just the sweetest to me. I FORGOTTON THE 'L' AT LAST! hahass. today social studies was SHIT! total screwed lorhhs. sick man. tml is english. should be better barhhs. but i have no confidence at all lorhhs. haiis. baby is so stick to the tailess bear song. hahaass. since ystd morning wen he at friend's house. -_-" hahass. day after gort science practical. i start at 7.45am but only can leave at 11.30am. WADD THE FUCK!!! stupid lorhhs. haiis. nvm larhhs. after that should be finding baby barhhs? OHHYA! tml going mingyan's new house. dens after that go baby house there eat. hahass. yummy yummy.. hokkienmee...

NEW BLOG!!

2007-08-25T06:56:00.000+08:00

it's been really really long since i blogged. i think i'm mad. hahass!! changed so many blogs. hope this is my last. ^^ life is smooth going for me. that's for sure. i have a sweet loving baby. hahass!! no one can snatch him from me. WAHAHAHAHA. o's are approaching.GOSH! so deadd. i have yet to study. whheeee. later must fast bath dens go airport. kat's flying off today. so sad larhhs! mich is back. but something happened to her. haiis. her stupid boyfriend is such a jerk. damn asshole. why do guys love doing this? hurting people.. nort all guys i mean.. and nort that girls don't. but guys does it more often. hahass. isn't it? the ant birthday is coming. such a miracle that the ant could get a job. 10 days $600. wahhs. after my o's i sure chiong work. earn LOADS of money. heeheee. how nice.. hmmmss. dens i'll get a new laptop. heehee.. a new phone..but baby said he'sbuying the phone for me. the N76 derhhs. heehee. baby so nice horhhs. ^^ gotta call anna up soon too. hmmms. wonder what's up for me today..