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Saturday, September 29, 2007

bloody mother took my computer away. now at baby's house use computer. update blog. see friendster. haiis. play audi? hahass. dunoo. while he's sleeping like a snoring pig. hahass. [HORHHS BABY?] heehee. he's just so cute when he's sleeping. like i adopted a small cute piggy. heehee. last night talk to laopo until tired dens hang up go orhhorhhs. baby 4am dens reach home. that answers why he so tiredd. SNORING. zzzzz!~ heehees!!

♥CHER[heart]JUN♥12:32 PM

Friday, September 28, 2007

hahass. i din go school again youu know. hahass. krystal came my house. how amazing can the both of usbe. we watch tv until SLEEP! wahhs. power horhhs. more power dens power ranger. GOSH! the world is... SMALL! kaijun know baby worhhs. my ex know my current. hmmm. how weird can this world be. hahass. even krystal also say funny. HAHAHASS! connie's mind has been really whirly. haiis. she wans to be a good girlfriend towards jinyong but he just seems difficult to please. seeing her liddat really hurts somehow. haiis. me as her friend oni can help until liddat. the things she do are REALLY SMALL. but at least he should know wadds. he always talks bout his pride. it's so sick and irritating for a GUY to sae that! stupid larhhs. i dowan see her get hurt anymore. but this world is liddat. haiis. HUMANS ARE WEIRD ANIMALS! don't youu agree? hahass. going out lerhhs. buy hunki dens off to ALJUNIED! baby's house. hahass. kidnap krystal go sell!! HAHASS!

♥CHER[heart]JUN♥1:56 PM

Thursday, September 27, 2007

GOSH! rain was so damn big today. cold like fcuk. sneeze like siao! hahass. like crazy idiot liddat. hahass. wah. today's physics lesson was a 5.1 and 5.2 merge. hahass. CUTE OKKIES! but was noisy. that's wadd we are anyways. hahass! overall day was boring. laopo go interview dens cannt meet baby. haiis. nvmm larhhs. he's enjoying it too. sleepingg. zzzz...

♥CHER[heart]JUN♥5:57 PM

Wednesday, September 26, 2007

baby was suppose to fetch me from school. but he was TOO tiredd so i went to find him instead. HAHASS! cute horhhs. hmmms. baby today sleep like zhuzhuu. hahass. SCHOOL WAS BORING OKKIES! hahass. but i still have to go. -_-" stupidd. HATE SCHOOL!!

♥CHER[heart]JUN♥11:24 PM

Tuesday, September 25, 2007

morning!!~ it's 11.55am in the morning. i din go school today. too tiredd okkies. hahass. i miss my baby so so so darn muchh. hahass. he's sleeping now i guess. he horhhs 4plus in the morning dens sleep. i'm no where better also larhhs. mich is troubled so is connie. wadd season is this? o.O hahass. xm sae tonight jinqi gort bbq. SHE MUST BE SO WANTING TO GO!
horhhs xm? hahass. see her pigpig. ^^ hahass. i gonna go find baby later. huggs and kisses hun.

♥CHER[heart]JUN♥11:51 AM

i woke up so early today okkies? cause i gort school to go. MIRACLE!! 1 more week is baby's n level lerhhs. [jiayouus worhhs honey!] hahass. i have faith in youu derhhs. ^^ i gort ALL my results back. failedlike fuck! hahass. passed english only okkies. hahass. nvmm. o's i will do my best derhhs. hmmms. finishhed school at 5pm today okkies. baby came to fetch me. hahass. [thanks babydear! i really appreciate it] connie and herboyfriend quarrelled AGAIN!?! she cried like no one's business again. seriously larhhs. if this continues, just let go of it larhhs. we your friends dun wana see youu this way! baby accompaniedd me for dinner dens to tuition. waited for me and sent me to the bus-stop. hahass! [youu're simply the sweetest honey!] hahass. [youu're the BEST among all the guys i've known.] heehee. *kisses & huggs* i love youu baby! TILL DEATH BRING US APART! heehee.

♥CHER[heart]JUN♥12:16 AM

Sunday, September 23, 2007

early in the morning 2plus chiong cabb go simpang settle connie's problem with her boy. i seriously wonder is he worth all these? she begged him and even knelt on the ground. wadd an ass. we know he's nice but cause he nort happy he neglected connie's feelings. i went to baby's house to sleep today. hahass!! too tiredd worhhs. hahass. gonna sleep soon after i call michhy. plus baby's at siang's. hahass.. i also met one more of his friend call jerry. hahass. BIG PAIKIA! mwarkks mwarkks. LOVEYOUU BABY!

♥CHER[heart]JUN♥10:26 PM

Saturday, September 22, 2007

couldn't blog ystd. my stupid mother took the computer dens if i take from their room my dumb dad would KP! hahass. that crazy lion say coming my house. in the end never come. me and connie keep calling people to disturb them go toilet and everthing. after that we slept. woke up at one plus dens now going baby's house find him soon. ystd me and baby went out. suppose to watch movie but no timing we can catch. so forget it. we went all the way to plaza singapura okkies?!! after that we went bugis. wanted to take prints but TEAR DOWN! wow man. super pissed can? nvmm. but we ate ice cream. nice nice. ^^ hahass. after that we went to tampines to take prints. i only have to say it was TERRIFIC! hahass. we look sweet alrighhts. hahass. out first print together. hahass. gotta go! MWARKKS! love him my one and only.

♥CHER[heart]JUN♥3:50 PM

Friday, September 21, 2007

today'sthursday. yesterday was wednesday. din go school yesterday. i know today also dowan go lerhhs. SO SIANS! haiis. din go for tuition today either. that teacher called my daddens in the end me and my dad had a BIG QUARREL! i was at baby's. lucky i was there if nort i also dunno wadd to do lorhhs. he was there to comfort me and everthing. only dad thinks he's bad. who cares. anywayss. merlion went DRUNK! hahass. he was damn funny. lucky wanted to stufftwo ciggs into his nostrils larhhs! hahass. but we din know if he was really drunk or just acted out. hmmms. from his eyes i could tell he had alot of problems. hope he opens up to baby. so baby could help him? hahass. honey's at his friend's place. i dunno do wadds but yupp he's there. i've decided to keep my restrictions down so i wont be those youu only can stick to me girlfriend. hahass! i wan him to feel comfortable. by the way my dad wanted to break us up. I HATE IT okkies. waddeva he did was righht. WADD RUBBISH! adults are adults forever nort knowing wadd their children feels. and they ALWAYS proclaim they do. HYPOCRITICAL ASSHOLES!

♥CHER[heart]JUN♥12:34 AM

Wednesday, September 19, 2007

had a damn big quarrel with my brother today. i aint going schh tml! hahass. WASTE MY TIME LARHHS! hahass. baby coming find me in the morning. take first train somemore. ^^ sso sweet horhhs. heheee. just played audi. PISSED with the damn NPC. so no play lerhhs. hahass. baby tapped me to sleep just now. had a bad bad dream dens i woke up. hahass. he now sleeping. heehee. like a lil piggy. hahss. NIGHT!

♥CHER[heart]JUN♥12:30 AM

Monday, September 17, 2007

hahass. just came back from tuition. hahass. tiredd tiredd. but dowan sleep. must study awhile lorhhs. haiis. tml gort 3papers lehhs!! accounts paper1 , chinese paper2 and science physics/biology MCQ! arghh. i saw how siang look like larhhs! dun sae i bad worhhs. he look like MONKEY lehhs! hahass. *opps* heehee.. he also damn TALL larhhs. damn hell. i feel so bloody short can? haiis. nvmm larhhs. i am short. I ADMIT IT! hahass. baby gort him to accompany him while waiting for me. heeheee. but he din send me home today. *sobbs* nvmm larhhs. he have to accompany his friend. heehee. hmmmmss. I MISS BABY!

♥CHER[heart]JUN♥10:52 PM

had my chinese prelim today. gosh man. i did such an irritating thing. i forgot to bring dictionary. hahass. daphne lend me her electronic one. hahass. lucky me. heehee. i'm simply rotting at home. i duno where's baby. maybe he's sleepying and din go schh. as predicted though. hahass. just had lunch and i'm darn tiredd. hmmmss.. i made up my mind. i'm going to find baby. hahass. dens go tuition straight. ^^ i'm nice. after yesterday. i had a sense of guilt in me. cried while talking to mich last night. but i'm all better now. hahass!! we're alrighhts already. but i feel bad still. am i stressing him too much? maybe i am youu know. things we dislike we always do it on others. and wen the outcome isnt wadd youu expect youu'll regret. goshh. but i still love my life now because i habb him. i'm glad i habb him. he's my precious lil treasure. i wont let go no matter wadds.

♥CHER[heart]JUN♥2:44 PM

it's 2plus onto 3am inthe morning. and he's nort home. dun i have the right to be worriedd. definitely i get pissed righht? it's so late already larhhs. he's friend is so nice thathe wont ask him go back. come on. hr has school tml larhhs. i think i'm too restrictive just like my dad. will someone just take a knife or chopper to kill me? i jus feel wadever i do is so wrong. wadever i do just leads to a quarrelwith simply anyone. I HATE MYSELF! haiis. he always saes i bring happiness to him and he bring sadness to me. well i just think it's the other way round. i'm such a bitch. i just dun understand. i just control too much. and i know he dislikes it. maybe my dad feels this way too. i really dunno. someone.. will someone just slap me hard on my face or just wake me up? i dun wanna be like that. *crying* i just wan to stab myself to death. i am nort worthy of your love. whhy dont youu just hate me insteadd. i mean everyone. i just have too much problems. too much. i really dunno how to list it. it's nort that i dun wana let him out late but he has schh tml and his n's are njust round the corner larhhs. i never loved someone so much before but i know. if i continue this way, he'll ditch me for sure. he wont like it and i doubt his ex ever does this to him. only i. i this stupid idiot will spoil a nice going relationship. if i din met him life would be just the same for him. no one to control him and he wun get angry. hah! no words can describe wadd an ass i am. i love him too much i really dunno how to control my emotional feelings. i cant get angry with him cause he wouldnt care nor bother. or its either he'll get angry as well. he's a nice guy i know. but iaint a nice person. he just have to get thru his emotions and he's all okkies. but for me? a long way indeed. my character, my attitude, my everything just doesnt please anyone. eversince we gort together he's always with me. spending time with me. but i always nort giving him his time and space and yet he din complain.

GOD OH GOD! IF YOUU COULD JUST LISTEN TO ME. I'M REALLY CONFUSEDD WHHY MY LIFE IS THIS WAY. YOUU GAVE ME SUCH A GOOD GUY YET I DO THINGS TO HURT HIM. CHANGE ME CHANGE ME. I DUNO WANA BE THIS WAY. I DUN WANA HIM TO HATE ME. I WAN TO GIVE HIM HIS TIME AND SPACE. BUT I JUST CANT. I DUN WANA KEEP IT IN ME AND CRY EVERY SINGLE NIGHT. I DUN WANA BURDEN HIM. I DUN WAN. I WOULD DO ANYTHING I MEAN ANYTHING. TAKE ME AWAY IF YOUU NID TO. AS LONG AS HE'S HAPPY I'M WILLING TO SACRIFICE MY LIFE IN EXCHANGE FOR HIS LIFETIME HAPPINESS. I'M WILLING TO. TAKE 10YEARS OF MY LIFE AWAY. AND GIVE HIM ANOTHER 10YEARS TO LIVE. I JUST WANT TO LIVE AND SEE HIM HAPPY. GIVE HIM THE STRENGTH TO LIVE HIS LIFE HAPPILY. GIVE HIM THE WILL TO FACE THE OBSTACLES IN HIS LIFE. GIVE HIM WADEVER HE NIDS TO FACE AND CONQUER THE THINGS IN LIFE. I WILL DO ANYTHING AS LONG AS YOUU CAN GRANT THIS TO ME.

i love him too muchh. i dun wana see him get hurt by me. time and time again. it hurts in my heart it really does. i aint worthy for anyone. i just bring pain and sufferings. i hate myself.

[ i'm sorry baby if i've hurt and made youu angry tonight. i really duno wadds wrong with me. i've been such a jerk towards youu. i dun wana lose youu yet i kip doing all these to hurt youu. i'm just a terrible human being. i hate how my dad treats me yet i'm doing the same. i'm sorry for mort giving youu your time and space. just that the feeling of losing youu is really scary. i dunno wadds wrong with me. like wadd i said. i am super abnormal. hate me if youu must. just tell me. i will understand. i'm really sorry. i know sorry means nothing to youu. tell me how den i can do things to make youu happy. tell me and i'll try my very best to do it. i promise. ]

♥CHER[heart]JUN♥2:50 AM

goshh. went to ahma house today. it's our anniversary yet i din accompany him. [ sorry baby! ] my stupid dad dragged my time. how irritating larhhs can? arghhss. he just sets too many bloody restrictive rules. yarhhs. i know i'm a girl but i'm also human youu know! i just hate it wen he starts trying to be all so nice but he doesnt realise it's damn darn irritating. haiis. i know all the things he does is for good intensions but sometimes it's too... arghh.. baby knows. heehee. every step my dad takes to get to know me i will hate him step by step. it's too IRRITATING! too controlling. haiis. i just dislike it. [ baby thankks for being there for me. thru good and bad times. i just love youu so much. MWARRKKKS!!! ]

♥CHER[heart]JUN♥1:37 AM

Sunday, September 16, 2007

happy anniversary baby! ^^ baby accompanied me last night! hahass. till 3plus at godma's house. hahass. sweet sweet horhhs. heehee. [ thanks baby ] i just simply love youu honey. mwarkks!! gonna go find youu later.

♥CHER[heart]JUN♥11:58 AM

Saturday, September 15, 2007

wow! i just woke up. around 12plus in the afternoon. hahass. i must be damn shack! hahass. tired like fuck. heehee. gonna go find baby later. heehee. i go play neopetsawhile also larhhs. hahass.

♥CHER[heart]JUN♥12:24 PM

baby promisedd to fetch me from school. but he overslept. he din feel well. but he was better after some time. hahass!! went to joo chiat complex with baby ,, my godma and my aunt. hahass. dens stayed at gosma house. with baby by my side. heehee. ^^ so sweet horhhs. but our day was TERRIBLE! hahass. no hunki to smoke. aiiyooo. baby went home after that. around 11pm liddat. we kindda quarrelled but we're fine now. hehee.. miss himm. tml gonna see him. heheee. DUN EVER WANA LEAVE ME BABY!

♥CHER[heart]JUN♥2:41 AM

Thursday, September 13, 2007

i reachh his house lerhhs. open his house door myself. hahass! like my own house liddat. cool huh. hahass. he now cooking food. FOR HIMSELF! and me. hahass! SWEEEET BABY!

♥CHER[heart]JUN♥2:24 PM

stupidd maths paper today! couldn't finish it on time. but i tried each of every question. hahass! retarded horhhs? hahass. my godma's moving house this sat. hahass. gort house warming to go.. bringing baby along. heehee. met yingying ystd at eastpoint. hahass. she working at the leather ark. ULU PLACE! heehee. ^^ we chatted for like more den an hour larhhs. baby also sae we talk alot. heehee. it's been really a long time since we met. heehee. she slim down ALOT! hahass. skin also nicer lerhhs. baby yesterday headache until very pain so hewent back first. but he today okkies lerhhs. talking to him now. hahass. he finding for neopets cheatcode. hahass!! cute horhhs my honey.. he wanna buy that baby paintbrushh. heehee.. he's interesting and cool. [baby i loveeeee youu to bits! mwarkkkkkkss.]

♥CHER[heart]JUN♥12:09 PM

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

morning everyone. hahass! no schh for me today. GOSH! boredd to death can? nvmm larhhs. honey coming to find me later. heehee. sweet horrhss. he pon schh. hahass! i'm so tiredd. but i just cant sleep. i also dunno whhy. ustd baby 1plus dens reach home. he go eat with mum and dad. hahass.. ^^ i miss him badly. hahass.

♥CHER[heart]JUN♥8:12 AM

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

haiis. today biology paper and accounts paper2. accounts maybe gort hope. bio lehhs.. sure die lerhhs larhhs. almost dunno EVERYTHING! haiis. but baby also say.. youu tried your best. hahass. he just cheers me up with EVERTHING! hahass. he now arhhs. confirm sleeping. later go find him. heehee. I MISS HIM lOADDSSS!!! hahass. goshh. whhy cant we just live together lehhs? more fang bian. but i like invading his privacy lehhs. hahasss. nvmm larhhs. tml gort no paper. so no school. YEAH! hmmms. go his school pick him tml? idea!! hahass. ask him later see he mind norts. heehee. he's my life! i swear. no him no me! ^^

HONEY THIS IS FOR YOUU ;

my life has brighten up eversince we gort together. i never regretted being youu. nort even one second. youu never fail to cheer me up when i'm sad. your smile, your kiss and your hugs warm my day and thru the night. i'll never fail to say these to youu. and that's I LOVE YOUU BABYBOY! it's true from deep down my heart. *dun angry with the school lerhhs.

♥CHER[heart]JUN♥1:06 PM

Monday, September 10, 2007

gosh gosh gosh gosh gosh!! today the start of preliem part 2! hahass.. maths paper1 and lit elective today. maths i think can pass. LIT SURE FAIL! one page for each question. wadd youu think? hahass! i'm gonna baby house later dens for tuition. heehee. he's sick today. haiis. [baby must takke care okkies? ] heehee. ^^ i miss him badly. i so wan my o's to get over quick. dens i can spend more tym with my baby sweetheart. hahass. i'm so in need of money now. but no money. would anyone be so nice to top my card? my phone no money. cannt call. cannt msg. HOW BORING! i wanna msg baby. but no money. -_-" hahass! 2.30pm me go out lerhhs.. 10 more mins. heehee. off to AUDITION! heehee. ^^

♥CHER[heart]JUN♥2:06 PM

Sunday, September 9, 2007

gosh! had a big big arguement with honey last night. [ baby pls dun hurt urself anymore ] seeing youu this way really hurts me alot baby. last night your words were totally sacarstic. my heart hurts badly. i'd do anything for youu. i mean it. baby.. i'm here for youu no matter wadds. i dowan youu to do things to hurt urself. to torture urself. i really care for youu. and i know youu know this. baby i wont leave youu alone in your dark ally. i'll hold your hands and walk it together with youu. if your days are meant to be plain water and white bread. i'll eat the same and drink the same with youu. i would give up the wealth i have just to be with youu. i have never chosen the wrong person to be with. cause deep down i believe. youu're the nicest honey i've ever met. ILOVEYOUU! from deep down my heart.

♥CHER[heart]JUN♥11:33 AM

Saturday, September 8, 2007

HONEY AND ME!
LOVELY!!~

♥CHER[heart]JUN♥5:26 PM

gosh! i spent my whole night with baby!! hahass. sweet and romantic. biut it was so damn cold alrights. hahass. went to find baby from ahma's house. slept for awhile. dens merlion came over to baby's house dens meet lucky. hahass! dens i went for tuition.. the three of them sent me there, waited for me and dens went back to chup lao. heehee.. merlion wan go fishing so me and baby pei him go east coast fishh. it was so damn bloody cold larhhs. baby so sweet.. take off his shirt give me cover leg. [ thanks baby! ] the damn funny thing was merlion. see him first timer fishh. hahass. i slept on baby's lap dens baby knee pain after that. [ sorry honey ] after one whole night till the next morning.. merlion no catch any fish. wen can catch. fish no wan get hooked. hahahass!! damn funny.. after that went back to baby's house and orhorhh.. SHUANG MAN! dens came homee. hahass!

♥CHER[heart]JUN♥9:29 AM